you turned my world upside down
maybe its love


Friday, December 28, 2007 1:17 AM
Why do parents tell us fairytales when we were young?
What is happily ever after?
Why give us the mindset that fairytales do exist but get us to realize that it dun happen when we grow older?

I have always believed in fairytales, having faith in living happily ever after.
I do wish for a princess kind of life.
Yes immature as it seems, but isn’t it sweet to lead that kind of life?
But I had come to realize that it NEVER happens.
Nothing but lies.

Recently I find it real hard to understand human n that includes me.
I wonder what is on their/my mind.
What are things so complicated?
What exactly do we want?
What are promises when we failed to keep to it?

What exactly is L-O-V-E?
I dun see the kind of L-O-V-E that I picture in my mind.
For some, L-O-V-E just came in between 2 people and there you go, a new couple popping out.
Is that really L-O-V-E? Or is it just affection?
Shouldn’t it be something that is so special in which you will take the extra time to consider before stepping in?

I have faith in God, in everything.
Always think that miracles will happen.
Yet disappointment time after time,
And it just hurt me more & more.
Couldn't believe, couldn't understand.
Couldn't do anything at all!

Yes, I'm indeed sick n tired of believing & having faith.

Gave up.

do you know?


nana
Age: 19 years old
DOB: 08 October 1988
School: Temasek Polytechnic

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