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you turned my world upside down
maybe its love
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Saturday, January 06, 2007 11:56 AM surrender... i surrender... i can't take it any further... i admit it's de biggest mistake made... i know words said can never be taken back... i know my words hurts... i know alot of ppl will hate mi for wat i had done... i know de consequences.... i know every single thing... i hate myself... for all de things i had done... for allow my friend to be hurt... for not standing up for my friend... i'm feeling so terrible now.. so much so tat tears r rolling down like no body business... zhen de hao xin ku.. xin hao tong hao tong... wu bu xiang yao zhe yang... wu bu yao!! dui bu qi... 2007 started badly... things done r not up to my expectation... everything is in a mess... it jus seems tat i'm de one causing all tis... i'm de one at fault... i dun wan to hurt anyone... tat will be de last thing i will wan to do... be it i know u or i dun... as long as u dun feel good.. as long as u r hurt.. i dun feel good.. if i know you i'm causing all tis to u directly... if i dunno you i'm causing tis to u indirectly... i felt so lost now... i had no idea wat to do now... wat can i do to make things better? wat can i do to make ppl happy? wat can i do to stop myself frm doing de worng stuffs? wata can i do exactly? |
do you know? nana Age: 19 years old DOB: 08 October 1988 School: Temasek Polytechnic the best damn thing Berlinda Chang Yong Dawn Desmond Domint Dr.Foo Gdine Han Hui Shan Intsc Jocelyn Jolene Joyce Katherine Kelly Maryam Nic Soon Papa Bear QiSheng Regina Serene Sijie Si Jie Teddy Thian Shin Xingz YuanTing Zen Zhenli Kenng G |