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you turned my world upside down
maybe its love
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Thursday, June 29, 2006 7:32 PM officially finished OOAD n DSAG yesterdae... at last.. no more sleepless nite for mi.. think de project should be ok.. sir give mi a A for my explaination for my codes.. but tat wun be counted as de total marks.. sian.. went for prata with 0607 class.. i simply love de chill out session.. felt so happi talking n crapping with them.. though de class is so small with onli 8 pretty ladies n 1 pathethic guy hu we always bully....we r like soo united.. no clicks at all.. we r like one big family..love them alll... muacks got back my DBSY lab test todae.. i passed!!! good job nana!!! jus start on OPSY todae.. stupid symbian.. make us went all de way to national library to borrow bks.. but end up can't realli find one... found alot of os but not symbian... arrrrrrrr.... going mad.... tis month kind of make mi more independent... no more ppl to sayang mi.. no more nana sa jiao to anyone.. no more crying nana simply becus no place to cry... onli dare cry on sat.. while on de way to work where no one will see...no more telling ppl my problems.. it realli hurts mi to see.. to read.. to go through all tis things.. i keep telling myself tat i wun be bothered with all tis things.. tat i will jus live on with all tis things going on.. n never allow it to affect mi... but to keep on throwing all tis things into my heart... but deep inside my heart.. i care so much.. i wish to say it out loud tat i mind.. tat i dun wan to know of such things.. tat i dun wan such things to happen.. tat i am.... but i know i can't.. i'm not in a position to say anything anymore... to even care abt it anymore... i dun have de courage to say wat is hiding in my heart all tis while... i'm tired.. realli tired...tired of making myself happi everydae in front of everyone... even if i jus see / read things tat make mi so sad.. got no more strength to move on with all tis things storing right in my heart... wo zhen de hao lei hao lei...hao xing ku... hao xiang ku... jus feel like sleeping.... forever..... |
do you know? nana Age: 19 years old DOB: 08 October 1988 School: Temasek Polytechnic the best damn thing Berlinda Chang Yong Dawn Desmond Domint Dr.Foo Gdine Han Hui Shan Intsc Jocelyn Jolene Joyce Katherine Kelly Maryam Nic Soon Papa Bear QiSheng Regina Serene Sijie Si Jie Teddy Thian Shin Xingz YuanTing Zen Zhenli Kenng G |