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you turned my world upside down
maybe its love
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Friday, May 12, 2006 2:20 PM dunnno y... not in my best of my mood ba.. hmmm mood swing.. jus finish helping mummi to do all de hse work.. iron my clothes.. pack my rm.. help mummi cook.. so long never cook with her le.. hmmm tooo busy...raining soon.. making mi feel worse.. doing some reflection.. u say i change le.. realli make mi feel bad abt it.. jus a sentence can make mi feel so lost.. ask u where i change but u dun wan to tell mi.. didi i realli change?? or u jus trying to make mi feel bad?? i dunno.. i hate to hear tis.. it jus make mi feel tat i dun understand myself anymore... tat i dun even know wat i'm doing.. jus keep on going without know wat i wan anymore.. realli shut myself up from de rest.. totally ignore de way ppl view mi.. jus wanna go on with my own life.. jus know tat i wannna keep myself happi.. seem selfish i think... ya SELFISH... de word tat 2 ppl like to use on mi..where is de caring nana??? is she lost?? was it mi hu dun wish to care for others or is it tat there is nothing out there for mi to care for anymore.. ppl seem to go on well with their life.. ppl hav their dear to turn to... then there nothing much for mi to care for isn't it??? stop asking mi wat happen anymore.. cus i know i will not tell u... cus it wun make a difference.. it jus make de problem worse... there are alot of things which is not within my control... my feeling.. my attitude.. my expression when i'm sad / angry.. alot of things i wish would be over.. but it jus stays there even till now.. no matter how hard i try to get it off my mind.. no matter how hard i try to hide it... sorri to ppl whom i show attitude to yesterday.. didn't mean it.. jus feel sick n not in my best mood.. through my blog is rather sad.. but i'm ok.. i know alot ppl care for mi.. i jus wanna blog out how i feel.. i dun wan everyone to mi n ask if i'm ok.. i'm thankful for alll ur concern.. dui bu qi!!! |
do you know? nana Age: 19 years old DOB: 08 October 1988 School: Temasek Polytechnic the best damn thing Berlinda Chang Yong Dawn Desmond Domint Dr.Foo Gdine Han Hui Shan Intsc Jocelyn Jolene Joyce Katherine Kelly Maryam Nic Soon Papa Bear QiSheng Regina Serene Sijie Si Jie Teddy Thian Shin Xingz YuanTing Zen Zhenli Kenng G |